this is in honor of a wonderful post that expresses my feelings very nicely but i cannot it put up because in publicly expressing myself my life would be all the more difficult. the very topic of this post would prove its point, and believe me, i wish this were not the case. perhaps i'll save it somewhere and hope that when i'm long gone someone will read it and not connect it to any person in particular, rather read it as the writings of man. and so, in honor of the writings of man, which you are not prepared to know...